SHEEVAA - Denial Lyrics

SHEEVAA – Denial Lyrics

Am I lost
In my mind?
Reaching out
To the deaf and blind.

Hitting my head
Against the wall
Till I start bleeding.
What is this body?
Is this a curse?
Tell me what’s the meaning.
Deadly drugs to ease the pain –
I’m worried it’s just temporary.
I am lost in denial.

Who am I to deny
All of this pain?
Feeling so empty,
I’m fading away.

Staring at brick walls,
I’ve been searching for my shadow.
I’ve been pulling my hairs out,
Burn me with boiling water.
What is this body?
Is this a curse?
Tell me what’s the meaning.
I’ll make this bed
It’s where I lay
Convincing myself i’m okay.
I’m not okay.

Who am I to deny
All of this pain?
Feeling so empty,
I’m fading away.
Who am I to deny
All of this pain?
Feeling so empty,
I’m fading away.

Staring at brick walls,
I’ve been searching for my shadow.
I’ve been pulling my hairs out,
Burn me with boiling water.
What is this body?
Is this a curse?
Tell me what’s the meaning.
I’m lost in denial.

I’m lost in denial
And I cant find
My way out of my thoughts,
Save me now.

Who am I to deny
All of this pain?
Feeling so empty,
I’m fading away.
I’m fading away.