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Description: *Premiere Interview for Office Magazine: http://officemagazine.net/premiere-patriarchy-hell-was-full ___________LYRICS_______________ HELL WAS FULL They sent me back to you. I'm not here, so tell me what to do. You're the Apple in the Pig's Mouth, Pig's Mouth... Trying Hard as Fuck to Swallow. Choke Choke Choke Choke Choke on my Loving; Choke on my Money, Honey Bunny; Choke on the Words that you never knew the meaning of. X2 (Hell was Full; They Sent me Back to You.) You're the Apple in the Pig's Mouth... Trying Hard as Fuck to Swallow CHOKE CHOKE CHOKE CHOKE Choke on my Loving; Choke on my Money, Honey Bunny; Choke on the Words that you never knew the meaning of. X2 CHOKE CHOKE CHOKE CHOKE Hell was Full; They Sent Me Back to You. Hell was Full; They Sent Me Back to You. Hell Was Full They sent me back to you. I'm not here, so tell me what to do. You're the Apple in the Pig's Mouth- Trying Hard As Fuck to Swallow. CHOKE CHOKE CHOKE CHOKE ---------------------------------------------------------------- LYRICS by Actually Huizenga MUSIC by Andrew Means & Actually Huizenga PRODUCTION by Andrew Means www.actuallyactually.com https://www.instagram.com/_patriarchy_/ https://www.instagram.com/actuallyhuizenga/ https://www.facebook.com/actuallypatriarchy/ https://vimeo.com/actuallyhuizenga

Description: Footage of the very First Patriarchy Show at The Moroccan Lounge, Los Angeles, November 25th, 2017 - I was Exhausted but had an Amazing Time. I am Actually Huizenga on Exhausted Vox.. On Guitar & Synth is Andrew Means, On Drums, Damon Martinez featured here: Last 3 Songs of Performance- "Hell Was Full," "Sweet Piece of Meat" & "Grind your Bones to Fuck" shot by Jahnny THANK YOU! www.actuallyactually.com

Description: New Single from Actually's new band PATRIARCHY Song by Actually Huizenga & Andrew Means Video Directed/Produced/Edited by Actually Huizenga Premiered with Restless Nights & The Hood Witch: http://www.thehoodwitch.com/blog/2017/11/22/goddess-of-the-week-actually-huizenga https://restlessnites.com/editorial/5a1633ff0a9d954c8d0ce639 Lyrics: Sweet Piece of Meat Come Unto Me Now Sweet Piece of Meat Come Unto Me Now.... Smiling with Rows and Rows and Rows and Rows of Teeth; Kissing me Shallow Shallow Shallow Deep, You never knew me At All; Your Skin is Only a Wall I said No; You Heard Yes. You eat Steak While you Watch Me Get Dressed. Your First Mistake, Was Letting me Into Your Nest. Smiling with Rows and Rows and Rows and Rows of Teeth; Kissing me Shallow Shallow Shallow Deep, You never knew me At All; Your Skin is Only a Wall... www.actuallyactually.com Uncensored version of Video: https://vimeo.com/actuallyhuizenga/sweetpieceofmeat

Description: Follow the trail of a 'hungry,' highly evolved Los Angelino, one who has been psychologically abused by patriarchal normalcy, social media addictions and superstitious stereotypes... Sit back and watch the lengths to which she will go to take care of the one she loves, driven by a luscious, mad masochism that leads her to prostitute and betray the very essence of her magic; selling the deepest secrets of her species for base reward--money, intended to help her pretty, pretty lover boy become something more than what he is, even though he'll never be as complex, as tender or as intelligent as the protagonist herself. In some ways, this is an examination of the female condition- a hazy, PTSD-infused willingness to subjugate. She feels the gnawing need to serve another- the pleasure of feeding another. It's a sexually maternal tale, almost... Can she escape the Hardcore Folklore which has pushed her Self Realization behind a veil of socially-constructed reality?

Description: "Heavenly Sin" is finally available for public consumption! LINK HERE: https://vimeo.com/actuallyhuizenga/heavenlysin Good Afternoon! I Just Got Back from a Heavy Rager at the Local Church to celebrate my Public Sharing of "HEAVENLY SIN"! Yes- I Clicked UnPrivate on my Vimeo Settings! A Very Exciting and Cloud-Parting Experience. Here she is. PLEASE SHARE & HAVE A GLASS of Your Favorite Goddess or God's Blood while watching! (Any red alcoholic beverage can be used symbolically. The God will know. If you are Sober- Just Drink Real Blood I guess... from whoever is passing by. If you are vegan, suck on the sap of a cactus while letting it pierce your skin-in the full glare of the sun. Send my blessings to your inner soul. Love, St. Actually https://vimeo.com/actuallyhuizenga/heavenlysin http://actuallyactually.com/

Description: This is a cover of the Bruce Springsteen classic "I'm On Fire" - a story about lust unfulfilled... or perhaps filled to the spilling point! The spilling of....well, I'm sure you know what substance I choose to spill. This is also a preview for my new Gnostic Vampire film, "The Art of Eating," in which this is one of the theme songs. If a "theme" can somehow lighten the hunger and gloss over the necessary horrors...perhaps 'evils' of life. 'Evils' which some species must rely on to survive....

Description: Snakes seem cold, til they Slide up and Wrap around You. (tempus edax rerum- so f**kin' be happy & love your life) Yes- I made an album with my own vampire-ghost label "Chastity Belt": "PREDATOR ROMANTIC" out now Buy Here: iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/pre... Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B015I7ONJ8/... Store (with Exclusive 12 by 12 Lyric Coloring Book & Big Poster) - http://actually.bigcartel.com/ More ACTUALLY: http://actuallyactually.com/ https://www.instagram.com/actuallyhuizenga/ https://www.facebook.com/pages/Actually/238218816201920 https://twitter.com/ActualActually https://vimeo.com/actuallyhuizenga https://soundcloud.com/actually-wetlook http://actuallyhuizenga.tumblr.com/ https://vimeo.com/actuallyhuizenga Video by Actually Huizenga Song: Words/Music- Actually Huizenga Music/Production- Chaz Windus Guitar- Gabriel Tanaka ILLUSTRATIONS: "First Kiss" Lyric page by Actually, featuring Alligator Romance/ Beastly Spring Break by Actually Huizenga (from the "Pettables" series) Actually kissing with ankh earrings by Abdi Taslimi Predator Romantic orgy by Elza Burkart Actually with Skull- (to Skull Kiss) by Miguel Cruz (tiny video-shout out to Willem Dafoe as Jesus in "Last Temptation of Christ") Socratina on Actually's ass- iphone video by @drunkonspice "wedding" footage directed by (and of) Actually & Socrates Mitsios combo of years- 2012.5, 2013, 2014, 2015 - wow! COLORING BOOK published with T.A.M. Books, Milan 2015 & featuring one kiss scene from the film "Viking Angel" 2014 Available Here- Buy one and you are supporting a gnostic vampire who just wants to live for now and please you pretty please! http://actually.bigcartel.com/ I LOUVRE YOU ALL, Sincerely ACTUALLY